Dear Stupid Diary...
question for all my bloggers..
what if 50% of you is just pretending a.k.a hypocrite???
whos know...deep inside you re just pretending..
what if when you urself r not so sure dat ure pretending or u just hypocrite to urself..
being hypocrite should be by a reason.. only stupid person do not noe y they actually being lying to themselves.
for me i admit i'm being a hypocrite once a while..
for a reason that only one person noe..dats would be ME
honestly i'm not being too honest about who i am to him..
i keep on lying to him..
i keep on give some stupid reason..
but deep inside i didnt want to b dat person..
its just i dunt hve courage to prevail everything..
everything dat i noe will make him mad n leave me..
i wish i could told him earlier..
i wish dat my secret will remain secret..
i wish he doesnt noe d other side of me..
i wish i'll be with him forever..
i wish i dun hv to b hypocrite..
i wish i could told him d truth..
its just what i wish..
its just sumthing i will not do if only its will just make things worst..
sumtime when d more i think of it.. d more i want to b alone..
away from those lies..
i keep on tell him:
" no dear, i wont do such thing"
" no dear its wont happen"
shit!!! lying just wont make me happy at all..
i've tried to b honest..
but once i'm honest to you... you will be mad n scold me...
dear, its makes me scared...
its not dat i really want to lie to you..
its just cause i dont want to lose u..
is it wrong...?
p/s even though i've no guts to tell d truth...
but dear, i really love you n i would never cheat on u..
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huhuhuh
aku bg tau die ko tpu
alalala
jahat siot hamba Allah nih...
huhuhu...
erm cm ak xtau..ko ade tipu gak..
wahahahaha...
ak bgtau aida nnt
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